The first time I saw you was when you randomly cohosted from IAG on Randolph's show. The first thing I thought was, "This girl looks too young." hahahahaah. But then the second thing I thought was, "Damn, this girl has an amazing smile and an addictive laugh."

There was a moment at FYS, you were rocking out on stage. You looked at my direction, smiled and pointed towards me. To this day I wasn't sure if that was meant for me cuz I was standing next to Karol and some others. My heart melted anyway. And then I realized you were singing "No Scrubs." So even if you were pointing at me, technically it was a diss, hahaahahah.

I was hella sad when you went all MIA cuz you lost internet at home...I felt so disconnected from you, even though we lived hella close to each other, hahah. I love thinking back to that one day Phil was bcasting bodyrollers, and I hella recruited you to come back and cohost. You haven't gotten off blogTV since. =]

I'm always gonna have a soft spot in my heart for you, Rae. You were the first girl on blog that I felt a legit connection with. You helped me break down that wall of internet friends and real friends. My life has been soo much better since then and a lot of it started with you.

BTVfam wouldn't be the same without you.

-Mel